back on track

ok so guess what:)

i'm doing endurance again :) :) :) well i moved down to my dads i only planed to live down here with him until the endurance season started again but then i met my bf and couldnt leave because i was kinda torn beetween endurance and him so i stayed down there and even found it hard to go ride my own horse because i felt gulity so yea i ended up having a massive horible week i broke up with my bf for like 4 hrs lol but yeah that added to my stress then my bf thought me and his mates should take a nice drive up to my mums well on the way i took a pregancy test it turned out to b faulty so we thought it was positive so on the drive i was verry emotional already then.... a kangaroo ran out and the car slid out and rolled twice in the air lucky no one got seriously hurt just my bf's friend had a brocken finger the car rolled on it and there is a finger mark in the car now. but yeah we crashed the car in the middle of nowhere no mobil reception or anything so we had to walk to my mums after that the cops interveiwed us and then told my bf he might be charged even tho he did nothing wronge so he flipped out and i had to deal twith that aswell so yeah in the end i was a wreck i kept blacking out and having anxiety attacts so now i'm moving back to my mums and doing endurance again:) :) and my bf mite move up with me oh yeah to add to all the drama mum and my bf also think i have an eating dissoreder so it was a huge well really bad week but yeah im happy as now.

so i'm going to have to prepare for the marathon kings fat and unfit but im happy that im doing it again

wow1 you;re busy!
I'm glad that you are back in it though! good luck!

Thats great , will help clear your mind, noughting like loseing yourself on a horse with miles ahead of you and miles behind!

Oh Halas what are you like....you poor thing, not going good for you is it, (((((big hugs)))))) you are really going through it arent you chick. All will end well though it normally does, thats more than enough bad luck all at once! Hope your okay hun. keep your chin up. :)

:) thanks everythings picking up now it's really akward around my dad now after the accident it's like he dosnt want to know me he thinks all i do is party which is not true, i like to go camping yeah i drink a bit but a rarly ever get drunk he just has huge issues with my bf:mad: . but anyway im moving in a few weeks so i can start training again:) :)
haha by the way i am in shock:eek: my bf now wants to learn to ride it took me about half an hour to belive him i thought he was just joking turns out hes always wanted to ride a horse i'm still in shock, i can imagine the lesson's him getting on the horse and me being a bad bad teacher and ending up on the ground laughing, like i just cant imagine him on a horse so when i see it i know im going to burst out laughing actully im going to take pics and film it and post it on here mwahahahaha and then we will all be doing this ::giggle::
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Glad things are working out chickie. :)